6 weeks

FB_IMG_14943358404396 weeks we have survived without you Payton. I have no idea how we’ve made it, but we have.  I woke up at midnight last night crying, missing you. I miss your smile, your hugs, your silliness, your snuggles, having you next to me or on me all of the time. I miss finding your random selfies on my phone.  I miss our funny conversations of “what if this happened…”. I miss you asking me to do your hair a certain way, or you asking me how you looked after you got ready to go somewhere.  I miss reminding you to buckle up in the car. I miss hearing you say “Daaaang Pates!”, when you did something you were proud of like running fast or eating all of your dinner. I miss you, all of you, but most of all I miss how you loved me.PicsArt_06-12-02.05.49

Author: PaytonPiesMommy

I am a mother to 4 beautiful and amazing children. My youngest son was called to Heaven on March 26th, 2017 after a 6 month battle with a brain cancer called DIPG (Diffuse Intrinsic Pontine Glioma). He was only 7 years old. My life has been forever changed and my heart longs to be with him. I must complete my mission on earth, until we meet again. Writing is my outlet.

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